When I got divorced 3 years ago, I was the "bad guy"... I had left in an ugly way that hurt many. I have struggled to make things right over the last few years and feel like I have done just that.... However, I was wrong. I have been bamboozled. I have found out that it wasn't me that was the culprit of all the lies and deciet... I am finding things out daily that blow my mind. When will the deceiving end?... Then I come to a place where I recall the lessons learned. I remember all the forgiveness I have been given... I want to be my better self. I forgive. And the cycle starts again.. Yesterday was a cycle starter.. A painful one.. And today is a day to forgive and move on.