Word to the wise...

Hi, its me again... I have a very important message to all..

If you are reading my blog for enjoyment and because you love me and are genuinely concerned for my well being... carry on!! I love you!!

If you are reading this blog to try and find out if I willl slander my ex husband or say mean things so you can run back and say.. kim said she hates you... please discontinue reading this blog. I don"t welcome you. Please delete me from your facebook page and do not contact me. I want nothing to do with Drama..

Divorce is hard enough with out people stirring the pot.. don't make it harder!!

It is true that Shawn is a great human being!! I am not here to judge him.. It is not my place.. or yours.. spend your time on more worthwile things.. take up a new hobby... leave me in peace!!

Again.. all you who are just wanting to know how I am.. I Love You!! Carry on!!!

Didn't think I would make it this far...

So, as most of you know I got divorced six months ago... yikes!!

Well, now he is getting married to someone else. Double Yikes!

And I haven't been sure how my heart would react.. I will always love him for being the father of my wonderful children, but I do not love him like a wife should or could..

so part of me is super happy for him.. happy he found someone who loves him.. happy he is moving on and happy he is not my problem anymore...

But then there is this other part of me... this part of me hates him.. it wants him to leave me alone forever and never speak to me again.... this part is not very forgiving or caring...

So, what to do when you are fighting to be good and happy for someone you hate in a way... You be good and happy outside I think. You look for reasons in life to be happy. You find wonder in small things and joy in the journey. You never let your kids know that you are angry with him...

And you let go.... You just let go.... because in letting go.. you will regain your own self again... and then the happy side wins and the angry side doesn't...

I wanna ween!!! Nacho libre".....

Reunion!!!

Well this summer is speeding along and our family reunion was as fun as ever! Due to the high cost of renting some condos for 33 of us.. we opted to camp in mom's backyard. It was a lot of fun, but a little sleep.. mom has a crazy rooster!!! We had a huge waterslide to play on and even got to pose for family pictures!!! Yay!!

Me in Utah...

Well here are some funny pictures of me in Utah.. I will let you imagine what I am doing.. haa haa!! I couldn't get the pictures to load right.. oh well.

Happy to be in Utah

I drove down to Utah to get out of the house for a while, see my sister, and go visit friends. I was just going to hang with Julie, But mom decided to come also... and then Amy did too.. so I figured Jules would be okay with out me constantly in her face.

I went and bought a car!!

Here is my first new car ever!! It is only new to me... It's 2002 jeep Grand Cherokee. It doesn't get as good of gas mileage as my honda, but it has a/c and it drives so nice... I LOVE IT!! Some body asked me if I slept in it last night.. ha ha ha! Nice.. No, I

did not sleep in it.. yet.. I am half tempted to now.

Salsa/zumba night with the girls..

This is me and the gang of zumba girlz at the knitting factory in Boise. It was so much fun and we all had a blast dancing the night away!! I met and danced with the mayor of
Nampa too.. Good guy!